xoxo

Jika terdapat sebarang cadangan, anda boleh menyatakan candangan anda di mana-mana entri yang dipos-lajukan di sini. Sebarang hasutan berunsur fitnah adalah tidak dibenarkan di sini.

Monday, June 27, 2011

[FANFICTION] HIS DECEIVING LOOK - CHAPTER 11

THE THING I MISSED THE MOST


*A/N: This chapter is not Elle’s point of view... It’s the authors’ XD*

Beta-ed by Skye Lin :)

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He flipped his light brown fringe over his forehead and examined his face in the small mirror, trying to search for something wrong with his appearance. A frown appeared, causing a deep crease to form on his perfect forehead. He blinked several times. 

“Eye bags... Ugh!” He rubbed his tired eyes that resulted from his lack of sleep for more than 48 hours. He had too many things to think over...

A deep voice snapped his focus away from the small mirror. “Oi, stop touching your face! You’ll start to get zits if you keep doing that!“

He rolled his eyes, obviously annoyed. “I’m perfect, nothing will happen to my skin you dumb...“. He started to smooth out the dark circles that started to look dreadful on his flawless porcelain skin.

“You need to rest,” The voice behind him stated, but he didn’t bother to respond. He stopped his inward cursing, hoping the guy who sat behind him would leave him alone. “I know you have not been sleeping properly since Yoochun was—“. At the mention of that name, he threw the mirror he was holding straight at the door, smashing it in one blow, perfectly shutting up the other guy.

Friday, June 24, 2011

[FANFICTION] HIS DECEIVING LOOK - CHAPTER 10

A PLACE I CALL HOME


Beta-ed by Skye Lin :)


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My mom is a housewife who loves to watch TV and spends her free time at home, watching TVXQ music videos every day. She was practically a big fan of them as well! Silly me, I should’ve known this would happen if I planned to bring any TVXQ members home with me. She screams at me when I watch TVXQ videos instead of studying, not bothering to admit that she’s a fan of them too. When she fainted like this, I just had to laugh at her silliness! She loves them, I knew it!

“What’s happening to your mom? Is she okay?” There was a concern look on Yoochun’s face. He helped me carry my petite mom back into the house and put her on the sofa.


“Yes, she’s fine. She was just surprised...” I laughed at my own answer. Surprised was not even the perfect word. Overwhelmed would have been more precise. I fantasized about what would happen if Jaejoong appeared at our door. I swear she’d get a heart attack! Sometimes I wonder if she loved Jaejoong more than my dad...

[FANFICTION] HIS DECEIVING LOOK - CHAPTER 9

MY SOAP OPERA LIKE LIFE


beta-ed by Skye Lin :)


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I blinked my eyes again, unable to utter even a word to protect my pride when the very guy that had stolen my heart snickered at me. His eyes wandered from me to Ayden who lay in my arms, then to Yoochun. He snorted at us and I practically felt my heart bleeding. How in the world did I fall for someone as snobbish and rude as him?

“It seems to me that the rumors were rather true..“Adam’s smirk made me want to tear his face into pieces.

“What rumors?“Feeling offended, I replied with a distasteful expression.

Sunday, June 19, 2011

[FANFICTION] HIS DECEIVING LOOK - CHAPTER 8

I SAW YOU AT THE END OF THIS TUNNEL



Thanks Skye Lin my beta reader! :)



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Everything was starting to get vivid now. How on earth did we end up in this crowded train of all places? The train is moving fast. I looked down at my complexion through the dark glass door of the train. I wore my jeans and a sloppily printed shirt. I buttoned up a couple of buttons that I noticed flailing on my midsection. My usually there scarf was nowhere to be found. My shoulder length hair was in a mess, and I tried to rule my unruly straight hair using my fingers desperately. I hated looking like a mess. 

Where am I again? I tried to find the usual information board stuck at the train’s wall; just a few stations before my destination. I felt people eyeing me, like I was exposed; I was uncomfortable. What’s happening? I remember falling asleep, and I remember the chaotic morning when my slumber was suddenly being invaded by Ayden pulling me off the sofa just to wake me up..

“Miss Elle—“I felt a small hand touch my head, raking my messy hair. Trying to rule it up, I almost jumped at the proximity of his small face to mine.

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

[FANFICTION] HIS DECEIVING LOOK - CHAPTER 7

COCONUT TREES IN MY BACK LAWN



When the clock struck 12, Ayden’s body temperature went up again. Despite his active behaviour, he started to have a headache and began coughing his lungs out. After feeding him the medicine given by the insufferable doctor, I watched Yoochun lull Ayden with his embrace. I don’t know how many times my heart had clenched with this uneasiness today. I don’t know what song he used to lull Ayden, but despite the heartwarming sound, I felt his pain. I saw him kissing Ayden’s head every once in a while...

Dad, do you become like that whenever I fell sick?


“Did he sleep yet?” I ask him from afar; Yoochun nodded a little, kissed Ayden’s forehead twice, and then tucked him soundly under the thick blanket. Slowly he moved off the bed, walking silently towards the sofa I’m sitting on. He stood next to it for quite some time looking outside the wet window. He didn’t seem like he would bother to sit, so I grabbed his left hand, asking him to sit next to me. Shockingly, he obeys.

Monday, June 13, 2011

[FANFICTION] HIS DECEIVING LOOK - CHAPTER 6

ARE YOU MY MUMMY?


I had the strangest dream. I was walking along a very long and dark tunnel alone. My heart raced so fast; it became hard to breathe. The only thing that kept me sane was the fact that I felt a very small hand clutching my left hand in the darkness, and another larger hand grabbing my other free hand, pulling me out of the dark tunnel. The sudden sun rays were blinding, and suddenly, something poked my cheek; hurting a little. I opened my eyes to see two molten mercury orbs staring back at me...

Ayden? Ayden was it? Ouch!


I felt something poking my ribs, and then my stiff arm. “Ayden?“I opened my eyes briskly, looking around the foreign room; Panicking. Where is everybody? I got off the large bed, turning around to see the room empty. It was dark outside, and the rain was still pouring down onto the earth. I could see everything so clearly from the room’s large window. Where’s Yoochun? 

Saturday, June 11, 2011

[FANFICTION] HIS DECEIVING LOOK - CHAPTER 5

REVELATIONS


I think I’ll have a major heart attack if I continue staying here. Believe it or not, that handsome jerk didn’t hug me again. When I thought he was going to, he just smiled and put the phone back in my hand. It’s killing me. He is killing me!

This is my entire fault! I asked God everyday to do something to my boring life, and I got a famous superstar and his kid under my sleeves. Great! Nothing better than that... Should I be thankful? Of course I should!

“Yoochun-sshi,” I took out all the stuff I had in my large bag in order to find some emergency medicine. I took out a bottle of cough syrup and a packet containing pills, handing them to Yoochun.

“Are you trying to drug me off?” He chuckled.

[FANFICTION] HIS DECEIVING LOOK - CHAPTER 4

AND HELL BREAKS LOOSE


The clock seems to tick so fast; the last time I took a glance; it was 1:30p.m. in the afternoon. I didn’t notice the time passing remarkably fast, as I watched Ayden slip into a deep slumber after 3 hours of throwing a fit. It’s almost 5:00 p.m. now, and I should be going home. I walk to the window, where water was trickling down the window. The storm hasn’t ended yet.

I pull on the soft material that wrapped my body to prevent myself from feeling cold. It was a pink bathrobe... I hate pink; or I think I hate pink. I turned around when I heard the soft sound of the bed sheet ruffling. The reason for all the evening fiasco is sitting on the comfortable bed; his face is still as pale as it was before. He had fallen asleep while watching Ayden fall into deep medicine induced sleep. As I glanced at him, I noticed he was keeping his eyes on me.

So he’s up now… then I should go. Where are my clothes? Aren’t they done dry-cleaning yet? I must go home now, before I lose my mind.

I turned my back from him and I heard him coughing. Oh no... Please no, not him too.

[FANFICTION] HIS DECEIVING LOOK - CHAPTER 3

PANIC ATTACK



I hate you! Damn, I really hate you!

“What were you thinking? Ahahahaha!” that stupid Yoochun is still laughing...

“Shut up! You’ll wake Ayden up!” I knew my face probably resembles tomatoes right now, showing embarrassment.

I hate you! Damn, I really hate you! I cursed the day I came to know TVXQ, but not entirely.

“Did I scare you?” he asked, his eyes gleaming with mischief. I panicked when he came closer, jumping and falling backwards on my butt. Thank god the carpet is thick and fluffy!

“What? No! Give me that!” I denied, trying to avoid further embarrassment. I took the towel he was holding and walked over to the bathroom, but his voice stopped me from going further.

“I’m sorry if I freaked you out, but you were spacing out back then, and you are wet! Hehe“

“It’s okay...” I cut his amusement off. He caught me off guard.

“Actually, I just wanted to ask you if you could show me where the police station is... but you came all over here—“

“For Ayden’s sake—“I cut him off again. Silently, I removed the wet scarf from my head. It’s raining anyway, and I’m not heartless enough to leave a child in the rain.

KL GANGSTER. GUA DAH LAYAN, LU ORANG DAH KE?!

Warning:
ini bukan recaps so jgn harap la i nk bg spoiler kt sini ok?!
ini saje je gedik nk spazz & review
so makin ramai org teruja nk pegi terjah panggung lol!
sape yg tak suke even smallest hints, better brambus skang gak!
shooooh!!!!

XQ____... -mencari baldi biru utk tadah drools menatap promo poster ini XD 

Hohohoi! I yg bukan fan movie and drama melayu tegar lately ibarat dah beralih arah selera ke negara sendiri plak ye? thanks to pelakon2 best dr Singapore la kot eh? they drag me to watch Malay drama and movies hahak! kang kecik hati pelakon2 Mesia yg best2 tu! Hidup Malaya!!! -senyum bangga- finally dapat gak i tonton this most anticipated 2011's Malay movie! Thanks Nana, Song, Nik teman aku yg meroyan ni tgk Aaron Aziz & Adi Putra =D Anyway, not gonna give out spoilers, so this is not a recaps okay? Korg nak tau detail cite ni pasal ape, mcm mana, sape, di mana, bagaimana? 

PEGI BERATUR BERGADUH BERTUMBUK CEKIK LA SAPE2 PON YG POTONG QUEUE KORG KAT DEPAN COUNTER CINEMA SKANG JUGAK UTK REBUT TIKET YG ASYIK SOLD OUT SO KORANG BOLE TONTON MOVIE PENUH AKSI LAGI MENGGHAIRAHKAN NEH! 

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

[FANFICTION] HIS DECEIVING LOOK - CHAPTER 2

YOU'VE GOT TO BE KIDDING ME!?


Hahaha... I should’ve listened to all of the advices telling me to stop drooling over Korean artists on the internet. I knew I should’ve listened to them now. But standing there, watching that man walking away with the child finally ticked my nerves. A kidnapper that looked just like...

“Park Yoochun?” I know I said that name out loud –loud enough to make that man flinch and stop walking away. He turns around, facing me. The child snuggles closely at the nape of his neck; his face portrays his confusion.

“You are... the TVXQ’s Park Yoochun right?” I force my legs to move my body closer to him.

“I don’t know what you are talking about.” With that, once again he starts to leave.

“Then, are you kidnapping this kid?” There is no way I’ll let this ‘Yoochun’ walk away with that kid! He might be a kidnapper!

Sunday, June 5, 2011

[FANFICTION] HIS DECEIVING LOOK - CHAPTER 1

A CHILD, HIS FAMOUS DAD & THE DELUSIONAL ME


I hate my job... I hate my work place… I hate my colleagues… And most of all, I hate my boss! God, please…do something and make my life better!

My name is Elle. I had been chanting the exact rants for the last two months over and over again –every time, everyday, when I set my foot into my office. As a fresh graduate, I don’t want to complaint about my first ever real job… I’m okay with all the work handed to me… After all, it’s recession time… No one should complaint about loads of work when there are thousand out there jobless! I am thankful… yes, I am… Whenever I went out for work, I would smile… I happily bid my mum goodbye too… but not after my boss stopped me from using internet during office hours...

[RECAPS] NORA ELENA - EPISODE 14 (31/05/2011)

A/N: OMG progress in their relationship woot!!! More fights muahaha i like! More resistances! ohoho i like!!! More romantic stuff! For sure i like!!! So this gonna be a short one. Kot. Agaknye lah. Haha. Never trust Leanne when she sez "short" okay? XD Again, this very late update, blame on Cha Seung Won, Kang Ji Hwan and Yoon Kye Sang okay? They made me procrastinate my recapping process with their gorgeous acting in Best Love and Lie To Me.  XD
sebut 10x, jd betul kang Bapaknye~ <.<

[FANFICTION] HIS DECEIVING LOOK - FOREWORDS


A single smile can trick millions of beholding eyes. People tend to hide their troubles and sorrow with a smile. What if what you see is not what you’ve expected to look at?

Park Yoochun and the other TVXQ members are widely known for their witty and charming yet playful attitude. They are now on the height of fame. Everybody knows that they have everything; love from millions of fans around the world, money, looks, talent and family members that loves them unconditionally. What if in real life, they are not as happy as what we might think?

Background in Malaysia and a little bit in Seoul, this fanfic brings you to another dimension of the meaning of happiness and sorrow. Elle, a fan of TVXQ –especially Yoochun-- became accidentally stuck in Yoochun's life battle.

Elle was stuck in the middle of his love confusion, and between his battle with time in order to find someone who could take care of his secret 4 year-old son, Ayden. From Elle's Point of View, you could see that Yoochun's perfect life is actually not as perfect as it seems to be.

There's something deceiving in his bright look; secrets were revealed piece by piece as Elle gets through the most challenging moments in her lifetime: saving the heartthrob, his genius-cute child, while she tries to get Yoochun to his happy old life back again with the help of her BFF(Best Friend Forever) Ryn and the other TVXQ members.

Elle wonders if Yoochun's heart is actually for Jaejoong or Junsu, or someone else as she saw. His love confusion is related to his denial over his sexual orientation over and over again. Was he gay? Is he still gay? Is he finally able to realize that he was straight? Or is he actually as straight as any man could be?

A/N: I wrote this up for fun, it's fictional and I suck at writing intros... Hahaha! XD This is my first fanfic ever, I write it long before I did Marching The Black Parade and Jae fic... so just enjoy reading it and review okay? You’re most welcome to throw bricks at me from far away, but no harsh comments please... Just criticize my grammar or the storyline or just point out anything I've done wrong... I’ll try my best to correct them! Cheers! XD

Beta reader- Hainexazien from Season of Mists


Tohoshinki- Begin Live in Tokyo Dome

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

[RECAPS] NORA ELENA - EPISODE 12 (26/05/2011)

Warning: 
saje je nk letak warning.
padahal tade bnde pon haha.
oh! mcm bese ah.
panjang berjela.
=P

A/N: Tak terungkap dgn kata2 betapa meroyannye i tgk this episode. kechumilan dan kenakalan Atan buat i spazzing meraban clapping my hands mcm org overexcited ala2 retarded. perlu ke i risaukan kesihatan mental i? Fuuh... Hope i will survive recapping this piece of art!  *ready baldi biru utk tadah drools* kthxbai.

XD